I recall that deep dark basement,
I recall how bad it smelled,
And I hated everybody around me
I even hated myself,
Which I still do
On my bad days...
You punched my mother in the mouth,
We fled to shelter safe and pure
And now I never feel at home,
I will never be secure
Oh, to be secure...
And when you pushed my face in shit,
How could that have made you feel?
Like a man, or like a monster?
It's your fault that I can't tell
The difference
