Living life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me again, I'm numb
In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy
All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me
Now these memories fill my heart
They bury me
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
Looking back, I was never ever right, you were my step mom
who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin' in and I'd say hello but you'd slap me
And you'd make some fucked up comment about my clothes, but I tried to
let it pass
But the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass
Laying dead, so I popped some more caps in your ass now your son is
not so good
Mother fucking bitch never try to beat me!
You make me lie, it hurt so
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her)
Wish you were dead now
Now, right now
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved
