As I lift my trembling hands
I felt my spirit hoping she would understand
Finally pound the door
Revealing fear and doubt that struggle into this painful score
There is no escape
I disbelieve, time has deceived me as I can't conceive,
What this door would now unveil
I'm going blind; the sight of Lillian invades my mind
But resembles in our precious youthful daughter Sophia
I beg to God: don't mock me, I'm weaker, withhold my heart!
(Hold me, Love me, please forgive me)
I never meant to abandon you this way
(Spare me, hear me, never tell me)
The sufferings that I have made you pay
Cry no more my dear, your Daddy's finally here
So say goodbye to all your fears
Do not feel ashamed, my lunacies are far away
I'm here to make it up to you
Won't ever leave you again
(Through the window, snow arrives)
Through the window, crystal white
(As we embrace each other we both cry)
As I embrace I die
(Her tender kisses, fill out my wounds)
your tender kisses cure my wounds
Daddy stop your mourn
Lord Please tell me why have you forsaken me?
For our Lady Madness' haunting me
As the pureness of her lips, swiftly touches my own
Dear Daughter will you dare to punish me?
Fright consumes my soul, when she becomes Lillian in my own dreams
Ghost of the past, returning to haunt me in my weakest last
(Fading, loosing, and confusing)
Same Flesh and blood in need for unity
(Daddy, love me, I'll be your muse)
As beautiful as our own symmetry!
What in the world, have I done to my poor child?
Silently I feel her breath, running warm and softly, across my chest, I try to understand
My misery, do I owe her this much?
(Hate me, leave me, lock me)
And I cry, cause I tried, now I plead my sanity to God
(Hate me, leave me, kill me)
In her name, didn't hesitate, Oh dear lord please take my life
