What would you say if I told you that every night I dream the same way? No surprises, none - predictable, every one, just like every day. Well, I want something: I want to see a scientist that detests science, want to meet a lawyer (doctor) that cares for her clients, want to see anything - surprise me. I want to meet a painter that's not pretentious, want to see a rock n' roll band that is inventive. I want something, surprise me. I've become a pattern, saying things to say them, doing things to do them, and writing things to stay unchanged. I need to learn, I need to think; I need to reevaluate my stance on everything.