Transparent blue raincoats and the falls crashing down
I could see through you when you showed me your hometown
Kept throwing myself up against your wall
I was still learning how to be broken and small
And I used to watch all the dark clouds form
I used to be drawn to that storm
Now I, I am never going back
I, I am never going back, never going back under, never going back, can’t do that
Never going back under that cloud
Tried to pull you away from that blue TV light
And show you that there’s still stars in the sky
I was searching through pages of the wrong book
Everything is right outside I just had to look
And I used to watch all the dark clouds form
I used to be drawn to that storm
Now I, I am never going back
I, I am never going back, never going back under, never going back, can’t do that
Never going back under that cloud
Don’t hide your arms, don’t hide your scars, don’t imagine they can give
your windows bars
Don’t back down, don’t apologize, you are perfectly imperfect in my eyes
And I used to watch all the dark clouds form
I used to be drawn to that storm
Now I, I am never going back
I, I am never going back, never going back under, never going back, can’t do that
Never going back under that cloud